My path to freedom did not begin easily.
It began with gratefully difficult conditions.
I was born without a father.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At three years old, I went to foster parents,
at four years old to a suicidal grandmother.
At twelve, I returned to my mother for a few months \u2013
only to shortly end up with foster parents again.
There, I was exposed to sexual abuse for years.
At 18, I moved out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This was followed by a relationship with a significantly older man
and an unwanted pregnancy.
I lived in an unfulfilled marriage with a child for six years,
until I separated at 25 and preferred nothing to the accustomed misery.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I lived on a horse ranch with a friend
and lost my son to my ex-partner.
Then I met a man, built a career
and after three years, my son returned to me.
This was followed by five years of relative stability
and material success.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But when this relationship ended,
I once again faced nothing.
This time, my son, my professional success, and my sport \u2013 the 24-hour swimming \u2013
were my supports in life.
I met another man, founded my own company,
bought a house in Hungary, and at 42, I had my second son.
I believed I had arrived. I believed I was happy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But after nine years, the inevitable returned \u2013 and this time more comprehensively than ever before.
My relationship broke down, my life fell apart, and my health was at risk.
In 2020, I received the diagnosis of breast cancer.
But this time, something was different. My awareness had expanded.
And that was exactly what helped me maintain my courage to live as everything around me truly dissolved.
Years of homelessness and odd jobs followed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Until in 2025, the opportunity arose to finally leave my old life behind
and follow the increasingly loud call for travel and freedom.
Today, I dedicate my life to spirituality and speed traveling.
My path has led me through Thailand and India to here \u2013 to Nepal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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And I know today:<\/strong>
Freedom does not begin where
everything is good.
But where we stop running away from ourselves.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n
It began with gratefully difficult conditions.
I was born without a father.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At three years old, I went to foster parents,
at four years old to a suicidal grandmother.
At twelve, I returned to my mother for a few months \u2013
only to shortly end up with foster parents again.
There, I was exposed to sexual abuse for years.
At 18, I moved out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This was followed by a relationship with a significantly older man
and an unwanted pregnancy.
I lived in an unfulfilled marriage with a child for six years,
until I separated at 25 and preferred nothing to the accustomed misery.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I lived on a horse ranch with a friend
and lost my son to my ex-partner.
Then I met a man, built a career
and after three years, my son returned to me.
This was followed by five years of relative stability
and material success.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But when this relationship ended,
I once again faced nothing.
This time, my son, my professional success, and my sport \u2013 the 24-hour swimming \u2013
were my supports in life.
I met another man, founded my own company,
bought a house in Hungary, and at 42, I had my second son.
I believed I had arrived. I believed I was happy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But after nine years, the inevitable returned \u2013 and this time more comprehensively than ever before.
My relationship broke down, my life fell apart, and my health was at risk.
In 2020, I received the diagnosis of breast cancer.
But this time, something was different. My awareness had expanded.
And that was exactly what helped me maintain my courage to live as everything around me truly dissolved.
Years of homelessness and odd jobs followed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Until in 2025, the opportunity arose to finally leave my old life behind
and follow the increasingly loud call for travel and freedom.
Today, I dedicate my life to spirituality and speed traveling.
My path has led me through Thailand and India to here \u2013 to Nepal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I know today:<\/strong>
Freedom does not begin where
everything is good.
But where we stop running away from ourselves.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n
Er begann mit dankbar schwierigen Voraussetzungen.
Ich wurde ohne Vater geboren.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mit drei Jahren kam ich zu Pflegeeltern,
mit vier Jahren zur suizidgef\u00e4hrdeten Gro\u00dfmutter.
Mit zw\u00f6lf kehrte ich f\u00fcr wenige Monate zu meiner Mutter zur\u00fcck \u2013
nur um kurz darauf erneut bei Pflegeeltern zu landen.
Dort war ich jahrelang sexuellem Missbrauch ausgesetzt.
Mit 18 zog ich aus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Es folgte eine Beziehung zu einem deutlich \u00e4lteren Mann
und eine ungewollte Schwangerschaft.
Sechs Jahre lebte ich in einer unerf\u00fcllten Ehe mit Kind,
bis ich mich mit 25 trennte und das Nichts dem gewohnten Elend vorzog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ich lebte auf einer Pferderanch bei einer Freundin
und verlor meinen Sohn an meinen Ex-Partner.
Dann lernte ich einen Mann kennen, baute mir eine Karriere auf
und nach drei Jahren kam mein Sohn zur\u00fcck zu mir.
Es folgten f\u00fcnf Jahre relativer Stabilit\u00e4t
und materiellen Erfolgs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doch als diese Beziehung endete,
stand ich erneut vor dem Nichts.
Diesmal waren mein Sohn, mein beruflicher Erfolgund mein Sport \u2013 das 24-Stunden-Schwimmen \u2013
meine St\u00fctzen im Leben.
Ich lernte erneut einen Mann kennen, gr\u00fcndete meine eigene Firma,
kaufte ein Haus in Ungarn und bekam mit 42 Jahren meinen zweiten Sohn.
Ich glaubte, ich sei angekommen. Ich glaubte, ich sei gl\u00fccklich.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doch nach neun Jahren kam das Unvermeidliche zur\u00fcck \u2013 und dieses Mal umfassender als je zuvor.
Meine Beziehung zerbrach, mein Leben brach auseinander und meine Gesundheit geriet in Gefahr.
Im Jahr 2020 erhielt ich die Diagnose Brustkrebs.
Doch diesmal war etwas anders. Mein Bewusstsein hatte sich erweitert.
Und genau das half mir, den Lebensmut zu behalten, als sich wirklich alles um mich herum aufl\u00f6ste.
Es folgten Jahre der Obdachlosigkeit und Gelegenheitsjobs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bis sich 2025 die M\u00f6glichkeit er\u00f6ffnete, mein altes Leben endg\u00fcltig hinter mir zu lassen
und dem immer lauter werdenden Ruf nach Reisen und Freiheit zu folgen.
Heute widme ich mein Leben der Spiritualit\u00e4t und dem Speedtravelling.
Mein Weg f\u00fchrte mich \u00fcber Thailand und Indien bis hierher \u2013 nach Nepal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Und ich wei\u00df heute:<\/strong>
Freiheit beginnt nicht dort,
wo alles gut ist.
Sondern dort,
wo wir aufh\u00f6ren, vor uns selbst davonzulaufen.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n
Comenz\u00f3 con condiciones dif\u00edciles por las que estar agradecida.
Nac\u00ed sin padre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Con tres a\u00f1os llegu\u00e9 a una familia de acogida,
con cuatro a\u00f1os a la abuela con tendencias suicidas.
Con doce volv\u00ed a mi madre por unos meses \u2013
solo para poco despu\u00e9s terminar nuevamente con una familia de acogida.
All\u00ed estuve expuesta durante a\u00f1os a abusos sexuales.
Con 18 a\u00f1os me mud\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Segu\u00ed con una relaci\u00f3n con un hombre significativamente mayor
y un embarazo no deseado.
Viv\u00ed seis a\u00f1os en un matrimonio insatisfactorio con un hijo,
hasta que a los 25 me separ\u00e9 y prefer\u00ed la nada a la miseria habitual.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Viv\u00ed en un rancho de caballos con una amiga
y perd\u00ed a mi hijo ante mi expareja.
Luego conoc\u00ed a un hombre, constru\u00ed una carrera
y despu\u00e9s de tres a\u00f1os mi hijo volvi\u00f3 a m\u00ed.
Hubo cinco a\u00f1os de relativa estabilidad
y \u00e9xito material.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pero cuando esta relaci\u00f3n termin\u00f3,
me encontr\u00e9 nuevamente ante la nada.
Esta vez mi hijo, mi \u00e9xito profesional y mi deporte \u2013 la nataci\u00f3n de 24 horas \u2013
fueron mis apoyos en la vida.
Nuevamente conoc\u00ed a un hombre, fund\u00e9 mi propia empresa,
compr\u00e9 una casa en Hungr\u00eda y a los 42 a\u00f1os tuve a mi segundo hijo.
Cre\u00ed que hab\u00eda llegado. Cre\u00ed que era feliz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pero despu\u00e9s de nueve a\u00f1os, lo inevitable regres\u00f3 \u2013 y esta vez de manera m\u00e1s abrumadora que nunca.
Mi relaci\u00f3n se rompi\u00f3, mi vida se desmoron\u00f3 y mi salud se puso en peligro.
En el a\u00f1o 2020 recib\u00ed el diagn\u00f3stico de c\u00e1ncer de mama.
Pero esta vez algo era diferente. Mi conciencia se hab\u00eda expandido.
Y eso fue lo que me ayud\u00f3 a mantener el valor de vivir, mientras todo a mi alrededor se desmoronaba.
Vinieron a\u00f1os de falta de hogar y trabajos ocasionales.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hasta que en 2025 se present\u00f3 la oportunidad de dejar atr\u00e1s mi antigua vida para siempre
y seguir el llamado cada vez m\u00e1s fuerte de viajar y de libertad.
Hoy dedico mi vida a la espiritualidad y al speedtravelling.
Mi camino me llev\u00f3 desde Tailandia e India hasta aqu\u00ed \u2013 a Nepal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y hoy s\u00e9:<\/strong>
La libertad no comienza donde
todo est\u00e1 bien.
Sino donde
dejamos de huir de nosotros mismos.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n