For a year now, I have had a phoenix tattoo. I had waited a long time and considered back and forth where I would place this tattoo. I had originally decided on my left thigh; I had the money for it, but there was a misunderstanding. The tattoo artist understood that I wanted the phoenix […]
EGO OR SELF-LOVE
Ah, how often have I been accused of being selfish, narcissistic, or even manipulative. It didn’t matter whether I had planned the family outing again because my husband or the children had not expressed any wishes, my later boyfriend often told me he did not see himself in the position to plan all activities alone, […]
Life is Change
I am once again standing on the cliff, the abyss beneath me. Inside me, it whispers, “Are you ready?” I know that it is better to say YES, for a change is coming in my life that will be all the more painful the longer I postpone it. Yes, I have come this far, at […]
The Birth of a New World
The Birth of a New World Can you feel it? Have you noticed it yet? Does it fill you with joy or with fear? Something is changing… Something is different than it was 20 years ago… Fewer and fewer people can still function according to the principles of patriarchal performance and competition thinking. Why should […]
DON'T MAKE SUCH A FUSS
DON’T BE SO DRAMATIC When I was 4 or 5 years old, a thorn flew into my left eye while my parents were gardening. I screamed in pain and panic. My mother wanted to continue working, take care of my younger brother, and then prepare dinner. Since the eye doctor was the father of one […]
DO YOU REMEMBER?
We are born into this artificial world and initially forget everything. Life seems to be created so that with every realization, with every experience in the body, and with every experience, we remember a little more who we are, what we are, and why we are here. A soul life in the world of forgetting. […]
The Pain
This time of change is also a time of pain, physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. These pains are healing pains, healing from the disease of fear, healing from forgetfulness, healing from KaliYuga, healing through remembering and becoming whole, downloads of soul parts, ascension pain, symptoms arising from the inner struggle of the ego. However, one […]
My Annual Review
Namaste – I am happy that the Okitalk website is now expanding! Finally, I meet like-minded people! This has been a very turbo-slow year for me. Actually, I wanted to take a vacation after my mother’s death… Then the car was constantly broken, the next car too, my son needed me after a stay in […]