This time of change is also a time of pain, physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. These pains are healing pains, healing from the disease of fear, healing from forgetfulness, healing from KaliYuga, healing through remembering and becoming whole, downloads of soul parts, ascension pain, symptoms arising from the inner struggle of the ego.
However, one need not develop fear because of the pain. You never die from pain. Only fear can take you so far off your healing path that you may die because of it. So your ego. Your mind. Perhaps also the physical body. You are immortal. A few years ago, I wrote a small poem when I was able to observe exactly this situation. Two people who were deeply stuck in the victim cycle at that time and were fighting their pain fiercely…
By the way, natural oxytocin is the best painkiller; it does not suppress but liberates. Oxytocin is produced through cuddling, hugging, sex, breastfeeding, physical contact, and group energies. Humans are indeed social beings…
The Pain
Dear pain, you come and go
like an uninvited guest, yet you understand
that I do not move forward without you,
so you lead me, so that I see
what I do not want to see and understand
where and when I do not walk my path.
The path I had left
and fought against myself like a rat.
The path of pain…
is my path to my heart
there I forgive and transform
in solitude I rely on myself.
I leave behind duality
and in the oneness of creation it resonates within me:
WE TURN AROUND AND FORGET YOU!
You false gods who have created the game of power
We are now grown up and awakened.
All programs and contracts we give back to you,
our pain leads us through closed gates.
And it calls to us through the golden horn
“Never look back, for it only goes forward!
Neither am I the calamity, nor am I your enemy.
I am the part of you that frees you!”
And so we walk our path, each alone
and continue on through fear and pain
into one great heart…
and we sing with every pain:
WE TURN AROUND AND FORGET YOU!
We enter the garden of peace.
Grateful, in joy and full of life.
Pain as a companion and pathfinder,
when we settled down it forced us to continue
until we arrived at the gate of paradise
and the pain bowed and left us.
It said in farewell:
“I am Archangel Gabriel from the turquoise ray
of the divine rainbow.
Pain came into the world when the chakra
of expression was closed.
The 7-colored rainbow lost turquoise
and thus communication, art, freedom was lost.”
When Gabriel disappeared, the sky was turquoise and people could understand each other in the heart, they discovered infinitely many ways of expression and were now free of pain.
And so their message reached those who were still on the way and were writhing in pain:
WE TURN AROUND AND FORGET YOU!
